残月

oh, yearh ! i am back ...... Having a 2 week holiday and now it's already the 2nd week..... after wasting my whole 1st week .... i still doesn't have any mood to study ..... the mood is so down .... tears keep on coming out at every moment, every second ..... i don't know what happened to me ...... i had these kind of felling always but this time isn't same as last time at all ...... something was trapped in my heart ....in the left hand side of my chest ..... so pain ..... i don't know what is it ... and i don't have the courage to discover it either ...