14 Dec : Fin SPM ....

今天考华语，是SPM的最后一天。。。啊啊~ =3=

不知怎么。。我一点也不觉得开心。。

恩。。好吧，我已近纳闷好几天了，
可能是一时的空闲，让我有点不知所措吧~

我希望是。。

不知道是缘分的安排，

还是上天开的一个小玩笑。。

我今天竟然被分派坐在你的座位上，

一次又一次得我看着考试证件上，

你的名字。。

然后试着寻找你的背影。。

我果然很过分吧~
考试竟然还想着这种事。。

哈哈。。

。。。

10 Dec：Sorry .

是错觉吗？ 如果是的话。。
为什么，眼泪会留下来。。
为什么。。
对不起，我好像真的。。
爱上你了。。。

9 Dec : No mood..

Finali , Spm is goin 2 fin ... hmm ... left Bc oni ...

I should be happy now .. bt duno y ... i cant hapi actuali ....

2day whole day on9 ... watch anime, play game ...

feel lik wasting of time ... haiz ... wan 2 studi BC ...

bt no mood ... Realy realy no mood at All ...

9 Okt ：Wish Get good result.

okie, Spm is cuming, evi1 is preparing 4 it n sum of it had aready fully prepared ... n i duno wat i m doin now ... ... i dint get the taylor's scholarship ( evan the interview oso dint get..) telling the truth, i reli vry sad , i Reali wan 2 get in 2 Talyor n i reali dunwan use my mama money ..... i kw it is expensive n 4 my futhure studi ... i will be vry expansive 2 ... I reali hope that i could get the scholarship .. n i m targeting 4 taylor next sholarship BUT ... i din did gud in my try exam ... i need 2 use my try exam 2 get the scholarship .. But I Cant ... I DINT DID it ... n tis exam is full with Tips .. but i stil din do god in it ... wat can i do ??? i reali start studi vry earli ... i din studi laz minutes ... i reali want 2 get improve.... i Reali want 2 get the scholarship ... I reali hope that i could get good result... N i m damn tired now .. reli vry TIREd ... feel lik want 2 sleep evry moment ... i m tired ... nt the body ... But the SOUL ...........................................

2 August - Wish : Get a tablet !

Yesterday , we went a try class in Clazroom studio ([link] )~

n they teach us hw 2 use tablet with photoshop~

hmm ... i knw tis is a vry normal Capsicum ...

Bt !!!! Tis was the 1st time i draw with digital n i totali fall in love with it ~

hmm ... i should buy a tablet ...

ltr ltr ltr ...*wait i hav money 1st ~

hohoho~ n... i know my Capsicum look weird ...

stil nt look real at All ...

bt ~ i am hapi when colour it ~ so ~ HAHAhah~

n ltr we went the the curve n ...

i duno wat place is it n we play n eat n tis was Reali vry Fun !!

hmm ~ i love 2 be with them ... ❤

i m nt angRy ... i juz talked a bit loud ...

28 July - Wish : Dont get 'Kidnap' agian ...

huh ... i get kidnap agian ...

i mean my famili get the kidnap's phone agian ...

haiz ... duno y .. i fell bored about it d ...

so .. watever larh ... no mood 2 choi these ting ..

juz wish i dun get it any more ..

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突然发现，原来。。

我根本没有可以依靠的肩膀。

就算哭了，也没有人会发现，

也没有人会在乎。。

25 July - Wish : Have mood 2 studi ~

Sunday wat 2 do ????

Sleep WholE day ~

YAyy! goin 2 slep agian ~ ：）

21 July - Wish : I dun Hate u anymorE ...

omg .. WtH ...

i m hate-ing sum1 4 no reason ...

duno y ... whenever i saw her ... i Hate her ...

the more i saw her .. the more i hate her ...

i m trying 2 control myself 2 dun hate her ..

but i cant ... i reli hate her ...

4 no reason...

or.. mayB that was a reason ...

a reason that i dunwan ..

or mayB dun dare 2 accept ...

20 July - Wish...

U can talk 2 me ...

17 July- Wish : Dunia tidak Gila lagi ..

Yesterday heard th song "COUNTRY ROADS,TAKE ME HOME' ,

it has recalled my child memories~

i know tis song from the anime "Whisper of the Heart"by Yoshifumi Kondō.

i fall in love with tis song with the 1st heard ~ it was so harmoni ~

Almost heaven, West Virginia

Blue ridge mountains, Shenandoah river

Life is old there, older than the trees

Younger than the mountains, growin' like a breeze

Country roads, take me home

To the place I belong

West Virginia, mountain momma

Take me home, country roads

All my memories, they gather 'round her

Miner's lady, stranger to blue water

Dark and dusty, painted on the sky

Misty taste of moonshine, teardrops in my eyes

Country roads, take me home

To the place I belong

West Virginia, mountain momma

Take me home, country roads

I hear her voice in the mornin' hour she calls me

The radio reminds me of my home far away

And drivin' down the road I get a feelin'

That I should have been home yesterday, yesterday

Country roads, take me home

To the place I belong

West Virginia, mountain momma

Take me home, country roads

Country roads, take me home

To the place I belong

West Virginia, West Virginia, mountain momma, oh momma

Take me home, country roads

Take me home, down country roads

Take me home, down country roads

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Can listen in here ~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cpJ_SFm3UbY

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Ps : oh ya, 2dat Pn Azlina said " Dunia sudah Gila ! "

cause she saw the report of a 108yeras old woman was married with..

a 39 years old boy ... hehe ~ ^0^

16 July- Wish: HApi eviday .

12am...

it's aready 12am n i cant sleep at all ...

i am tired bt i dun fell lik want 2 slep ...

the mood is so damn down ...

keep on opening n closing facebook ....

finding sumthings 2 do ...

bt ntg can do ...

NTG ntg n ntg ....

Hmmm ...

everyone start 2 studi adi ...

Should i start now 2 ????

Or ... should i go back 2 my "DRAWING LIFE " agian ??

it's aready so long time i dint draw any "meaningful" drawing ...

*School those r all meaningless drawing hehe ....

I reli fell lik wan 2 draw sumting ..

Bt .. i fell guilty if i dint study ...

HOOWW ????

15 July - Wish: No tears anymOre.

Duno Y .. Sudenli feel lik wan 2 blogin ..

Bt my laz acc gt mani PROb.. so i opened a new ..
erm ... Bt ... i wont delete it .... even it contain "VIRUs" ...

cause ... it hav a lot of memories ... OUR memories...

2day singing competition , i did bad in it ..

haiz ... tis make me so sAD ...

since tis was the laz competition of us ...

Hope tat V could get at least an .. an wei jiang larh ...

bt i knw wont d larh ...